I took out all our magazines we were published in so far and discovered that we done it in 17 assorted magazines including Wedding Magazine Australia , ICON MAG, Bellissima Bridal Magazine, Gotico Magazine and Jazzy Magazine It makes me very proud and happy for all the 100-s and 100-s of people who were involved in those projects and had an opportunity to shine. So did our organisation - we shined with you and supported you in all the ways we could.
there are 55 magazines that were ordered by our team members involved in these projects that were never paid for, claimed and never saw the owner who ordered them. It comes to much above $2300 from my own pocket (just to make you see it : my husband earns not much per hour doing a very hard job in any weather outside - it is a good full two weeks work for him waking up at 0500am in the morning and coming back home at 1100pm at night) - this is not including my running around the post offices, chasing the delivery men, re-orders, driving here and there and cancellations for wrong orders etc etc etc - endless hassle mainly done BTS and unappreciated. Solution? I will not order anymore magazines to save our crew on bulk orders. This was all based on trust I believe. I got so much disrespectful behavior in replies to my messages - not enough paper to write about it (some even included blocking the people and my tears as i was failing to assist someone and make her or him happy) - and I think this is rather enough for me. So many people from the past ordered , took the magazines but never paid or never had the original intention or never bothered to do it or even ask me - forget about those, but there are some who did not even worry to come over or to look into their account as they had other priorities in life. Yes, there is a future and only one solution that I see - from now on I only will order the magazines for you if I get the pre-paid orders - no other way my dear people. What to do with the magazines that wait for their owners still? I feel sorry for the magazines. Let them be here - I guess this is all up to your honor and conscience now dear trusted ex-project members.
- make one for yourself please as no one is in power to judge you here on this planet but your self - nevertheless
I would add: honor your words and your promises as they make You as a human being - you finally make them for yourself not for me . Respect yourself in your words of promises. Often some word-less animals I see have more empathy than some humans less they know from us, the kings of this planet.